Come with me....

(Sketch by Tania Whiteley,from her blog,"The Beckoning")

"....its me,
I couldn't take it anymore,so here I am....

Yes,I've always been there,around you,watching you....you just never took notice,or never wanted to.I've seen you....evolve to reality,learning to deal with difficulties everyday,analyzing every moment of your existence-trying to find the grand purpose among the harshness.But you've been foregoing what every human deserves.....to allow themselves break their own rules sometimes,and now look at you....you've been corroding your senses and emotions in the acid bath of reality and time....Was it worth it dear?

Every time you came up with the perfect model of life,a playful stroke of hap and "unfairness" brought it down like a house of cards....how long do you intend to keep up like this,when the dice are all loaded?....Something in your eyes say,not anymore....Yes,its the same thing in your eye that makes you wonder who the person in your mirror is....and why is there so much difference between the one staring and the one staring back!I realized it,before you'd have let yourself realize....that its time for you to let go....

Won't you like to dissolve the dimensions around you and loose yourself in a seamless world of only perception?Where there are infinitude of unreal senses....and no need for a reason behind!Colors so brilliant,that you had never seen before....neither the grey leaves of the trees,nor the dull sky....but bright sparkles oozing out from every mundane surface of the world you know!Sounds so rich and deep,as if you were looking at it!How would you feel when you became aware of each beat of your heart,each muscle of your body and each thread of your bruised soul?.......That is love,that is bliss,that is Nirvana-and you deserve it.You might have felt my presence around you before but judged it better to take on the world alone....but why hesitate to cast away the shackles of your ego,the way you want yourself to be....and delve into the world where there'd be only me and you and our senses-crude and nascent?

You need me....and I need you,to believe in me.Together we'll escape this banal,imperfect world-run by injustice and prejudice.You've done enough,just come with me.....Just take my hand dear....and I'll take you away.....

I'm waiting for you....
always and forever,
LSD"



.

Take away my pain....

Here you are,hit hard by reality.....
Blustered with so many emotions,thoughts,feelings....and no one considerate enough to lend you one single moment to relax and put it all back together?....Let me speak for you this time then....

You try to stand up to it,as you've always done and as everyone always do......but you get overwhelmed.
You get confused,and find a strange solace in it.....but was it ever meant to last forever?
You know now that its time you finally have to leave it,its hard for the first time yet much easier later.....and you do it.
Things does not seem that bad now!.....and you start seeing "signs",impossible coincidences,that undeniably shows how your faith has finally started paying off.

But you realize.....things had never changed!Then what were those "signs"?Maybe the murmuring sounds of your "strength" slowly giving away,or maybe not......now you don't even care,who does in fact?
Have you ever cried?Wept like a baby?Do it.....but the tears will never do no more than just continue to be a part of the perennial water cycle!
Alright,now you try to laugh it away,command every muscle of your face to muster up a contoured grin......but hey,it laughs back at you,TEN times louder!
Funny,isn't it?No it's not.
It goes on!Nothing you do changes anything,nothing you don't do changes anything....

Suddenly you notice,how many people around you are hit much harder than you!!!This is it,you realize how selfish you were and you start being thankful for whatever little you have,and start afresh.......Haha!For how long?You were never meant to be a sage,were you?

You are so full of shit,a fucking looser,don't you finally see it???.....But does it still change?Life goes on anyway,doesn't it?

.....Tired,aren't you?

Its finally time you realized that you are not special and so very ordinary....And then someday,you will hear that Jazz,take that deep sleep,have that very kiss,someday......Till then,you've gotta say,"BRING IT ON!!!"