Here you are,hit hard by reality.....
Blustered with so many emotions,thoughts,feelings....and no one considerate enough to lend you one single moment to relax and put it all back together?....Let me speak for you this time then....
You try to stand up to it,as you've always done and as everyone always do......but you get overwhelmed.
You get confused,and find a strange solace in it.....but was it ever meant to last forever?
You know now that its time you finally have to leave it,its hard for the first time yet much easier later.....and you do it.
Things does not seem that bad now!.....and you start seeing "signs",impossible coincidences,that undeniably shows how your faith has finally started paying off.
But you realize.....things had never changed!Then what were those "signs"?Maybe the murmuring sounds of your "strength" slowly giving away,or maybe not......now you don't even care,who does in fact?
Have you ever cried?Wept like a baby?Do it.....but the tears will never do no more than just continue to be a part of the perennial water cycle!
Alright,now you try to laugh it away,command every muscle of your face to muster up a contoured grin......but hey,it laughs back at you,TEN times louder!
Funny,isn't it?No it's not.
It goes on!Nothing you do changes anything,nothing you don't do changes anything....
Suddenly you notice,how many people around you are hit much harder than you!!!This is it,you realize how selfish you were and you start being thankful for whatever little you have,and start afresh.......Haha!For how long?You were never meant to be a sage,were you?
You are so full of shit,a fucking looser,don't you finally see it???.....But does it still change?Life goes on anyway,doesn't it?
.....Tired,aren't you?
Its finally time you realized that you are not special and so very ordinary....And then someday,you will hear that Jazz,take that deep sleep,have that very kiss,someday......Till then,you've gotta say,"BRING IT ON!!!"
